I love that. Your obsession and perseverance are truly admirable. I am the same and I wonder what's wrong with me for my whole life, until I realised - that's just what a writer's supposed to be...

That reminds me of a book i read lately which I love dearly. Allow me to share it with you. It's called 'The Door' by Hungarian writer Magda Szabo. It mentioned the life of a writer in its purest form, which I love.